this high
this high is a music project work in progress.
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when i met you i knew a beautiful thing
as time consumed us it grew into a love for you
but then the end to this
moment treasured, desire measured
in thirteen days as unbelievable

now i’m biding my time waiting for you
sickly thinking this dream will somehow come true
this torment twists me
this pure pleasure, you were my treasure
but you belong to someone else

you for me have been a heaven send
how can God have been so cruel to us
this is everything i didn’t want
i can’t see you in the morning light

now i don’t talk about you
but still i think about you

time has altered my view of what we knew
passion love so it seemed passed like a cold
a fading thought
vaguely stated and slightly hated
so much felt but nothing held

you for me have been a heaven send
how can God have been so cruel to us
this is everything i didn’t want
i can’t see you in the morning light

still falling on my sword to prove to you
your spirit’s stronger when you cry
buried voices in the static of the night
broken eyes that cannot trust
wish i could be the man you want me to
but i know i’m falling short
i couldn’t match those dreams in your mind
so tonight i drink to you

best times are on my mind
not about you – that’s a lie
take a breath as the wave comes is
sad about you – just tonight
calmly waiting on me, almost hoping for me
slowly aging with me, sadly hoping for me

this end should really come as no surprise
though it hurts us just the same
i want for you the thing i couldn’t give
that is everything but me
that is everything but me
and that’s everything but me

who’s gonna define me trifle and revealing
i will never be myself without you
(time goes on - i don’t mind)
give me some direction reflecting your intentions
i don’t know if i can think around you

and the days go on
while i plea for song
but my time belongs to you
fleeting abyss
fleeting abyss

obligations opaque
simple question of desire
you forgot who you are
is truth real outside your mind

mediocre purpose ostentatious ego
muddled in a pit a likeness of you
still depicting wisdom images of freedom
(time goes on - i don’t mind)
i think my instant soul is wrapped around you

and the days go on
while i plea for song
but my time belongs to you
fleeting abyss
fleeting abyss

innocent
lover of me
i've got a knack
for breaking things
so hide your fear
and just breathe shallow
this will pass
i hope we grow

arrogant
side of love
is there a chance
of opening
i heard your plea
you can't love sorrow
but if it doesn't rain
you'll never know

you were taught to do this
you learned it from your history
you can't stand to do this
but there's nothing good on t.v.

ignorant
a stranger's bed
i missed your arms
i missed your words
so don't believe
i was just too shallow
i was giving up
i did not believe in me

painless failure within
faithless pale white skin
but don't break your back
the world will hurt you in the end
you were taught to do this
you learned it from your history
you can't stand to do this
but there's nothing good on t.v.

come inside
angry with you but you know i want you anyway
built like a
sandcastle razed by waves you knew would come

fear is fine
you know i might
stay this time
but i’m not right

latent signs
hungry sadness veiled by days of wasted time
close my mind
blind abandon compensate get through this time

we forge a line
through fields of strife
through years of pain

come inside
angry with you but you know i want you anyway

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